Many times I've felt so overwhelmed with chaos, so mentally drained that I thought I would surely die. I felt so terrible, that the thought of death were so close upon me, constantly. I thought it would be better for me to die then to go on with the chaos. Then, I took a stand and I reached out with all my heart, in prayer, to the only one that I knew who could lift the burden that I could no longer bear. I cried out with all my heart!
And this is that prayer which I call the Survivors Prayer.
Dear Lord God:
In Jesus Name, I come before you, asking you to take this chaos away from me, I can't bear this pain, this agony and trumoil. I feel as though I am at the end of my rope; and I can't bear this any longer! Hold on to me, before it's too late! I don't understand why I have to bear this this pain, but Lord you understand. Please, please help me to overcome this moment, to overcome these thoughts, hold on to me and don't let me go! I can't do this with out you! I can't bear it all! All I know is that I'm going to believe in you, and that you will not let me go! That you will hold on to me and save me from this chaos and anguish. I won't let you go until you touch my mind, my thoughts and my heart! You said in your word that you don't give us more then we can bear. So now Lord, I'm going to believe you for that! I'm not going to let You go. Hold me! Help Me! Please don't let me go! I'm believing in you! I'm holding onto faith that you won't let me go! And I will not let go of you Lord, until you ansawer me!
In Jesus Name I pray!
Many times I have prayed that prayer, and many times He has given me peace. Many times He has helped me through moment of crisis. I thank God, for he as seen me through many, many moments when I thought I would die. I have taken my stand with God, and He has been faithful to His word. I no longer struggle as I use to, the worst of the battles are over, now I fight to stand strong with God. I made it through the worst and God has saved me from many things. Therefore, I know that You to can make it, you can overcome and make it safely, to that place where you to will find peace.
Pray from your mind and for your heart, and He will hear you. Pray from the deepest part of your heart with fullness and He will reach out His hand and rescue you. Trust Him to bring you through it all, even when it seem as though you won't make it. He hears you! Have faith!
I believe in you! Love Keren |